crazyfruityhigh: "If an ordinary homo like me has all this...

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crazyfruityhigh:

"If an ordinary homo like me has all this...

crazyfruityhigh:

"If an ordinary homo like me has all this going on in his head, what the hell is going on in everybody else’s?"        Schwartz 2013

I get these depressions that feel like demons coming out of nowheres and consuming my body. One minute I’m feeling peachy and then all of a sudden, my world turns upside down. The demons come out of the walls and fill my head with degrading impulses and horrifying imagery. All of this makes suicide seem like a viable option. I depicted the demons in the drawing as evil mini-me’s which are reflected in the drawings on the rooftop as cherub styled mini-me’s. I used the recurring nightmares I had as a kid as fodder for these drawings.